I don’t know if it’s something to do with getting older or maybe it’s just that time of year, but I find myself searching for something. I don’t know what that “something” is yet. So I’m doing my best to be in a mindful state as much as possible, waiting for the universe to reveal particles of wisdom. I hope I’ll recognize them when they appear.
Writing has always been a passion of mine. I used to write a blog every Sunday morning back when MySpace was the cool place to be. I’d write about anything and everything on my mind, including some of the guys I was dating after my divorce. A few of the guys I wrote of were flattered; others not so much.
Years later I find I don’t know what to write about. I took an online blogging course to help me find direction and gather tools for posting blogs. People (like Seth Godin) come along with some very insightful blogs which prompt deep thought. I find myself wondering what it really is I’m trying to do. What is my purpose in blogging? What wisdom am I trying to impart? And I’m lost – I don’t really know.
I feel like the universe is nudging me along. Since last summer I have reacquainted myself with things I used to love when I was much younger. Metaphysical things. Reading about different religions. Reminding myself how much I love music and writing.
So maybe my purpose is to write about my journey? I’m not sure yet. I’m hoping the universe, and time, will tell.
Until then, I’ll sip my morning coffee on Sundays and work on redeveloping the weekly blog posts. See you next week?